They slipped out. Those simple words that were never meant to see daylight, let alone parade out in to it. Like a wet glass in a soapy hand, they slipped and shattered into a million pieces. There was no way to ever undo it and there was no way I could ever piece it back together the same as before.
Those words had been hidden inside, locked and under key for years. ‘I love you’ was not words you could say to your best friend. Maybe it was just the heat of this warm spring day that made me unaware of what I was saying. The lulling of the whirring fan, the disillusioned words of years gone past spilling from our history books, or how turquoise blue his eyes were as they smiled at me over our now disregarded school books must have put me at such an ease that words came with no accord to what I actually wanted to say. Now, those bright blue eyes had widened in shock.
He stared at me with an expression I couldn’t read. I had never been good at reading his facial expressions, even though I had known his face my whole life. I didn’t even avert my eyes as he stared in amazement, something that was profoundly unlike me. I was the shy girl that had always blended into the background. Steady and reliable, but never bold. Not the kind of girl who would tell a boy that they loved them like that. Or at all.
We had played in the sandbox between our yards together and he was in every way the boy next door. He was the person I could always talk to and was never hesitant around like I was with others. Though our lives had diverged along different paths, we had always stayed close friends. He went on to be the star quarterback and class president. I was the straight A girl who hung out in the library and quoted corny movies.
He slowly opened his mouth to say something. My courage failed and I took to the door with a speed that would have made an Olympian proud. I stopped on the front porch and took a deep breath.
I turned back around and opened the door.
Standing in the doorway with his hand out to grab the knob was my blue eyed boy. He was wearing an expression that even I could read clearly. Did you ever notice that shattered glass looks a million diamonds?
Rachel, I am nominating you for the Mystery Blogger Award
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Thank you!!
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You are welcome
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You just stole my heart. I know the feeling and reading this brought tears to my eyes. I am glad I followed you. I would like to do a guest post for you. I would be more than honoured to do it. If you are interested please comment back. 🙂✌💓
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Hi Suzan, I’m so glad you liked it!! I’d love to talk about guest posts. You can email me at rachelsmithwriting@gmail.com!
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Thank you for your email. I will definitely mail you soon, right now I am caught up in some other personal stuff, I hope you don’t mind. 😊✌
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No problem! Take as much time as you need!
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Thank you so much. I will definitely contact you. 😊✌💓
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Beautifully written! Looking forward to reading more!
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I really enjoyed this. Great job!
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